Beautiful Disaster.

YWednesday, April 05, 2006
we're all wrong..it's fathomable.

we always want something that we cant have..and then we thought that the thing we cant have is what we are meant to have only that we are not trying hard enough to have it.
With this, we go all out tryin to get it. only to realise that it's not what we want.

we only wanted perfection then..but we are not perfect ourselves arent we? so..we wanted something that SEEMS to be perfect to make us perfect.
BUT ultimately, wat we really wanted was something that makes us comfortable, that enables us to be ourselves.right?

am i confusing u yet? hmm..

im just danked cuz wat i really wanted has been right infront of me and i overlooked it due to ignorance.

the bottom-line is..
i have it all figured out..
but..is it too late??

HEH.im just happy though that things DO happen for a reason..
*smilez*

Lord Bless
_callous_ was here with you at 9:21 PM .

Emylin
The Ride

this life is all about loving and losing. sacrificing and hurting.
being dissappointed in just about anything including urself.

this is life in my eyes.

- an unbearable excruciating painful hurt and experience that kills.
life in living is like death in dying.
where u live with a purpose and u die with a cause
all of which reasons hurt
and none of which will give u the happiness that u deserve.

yes i am fickle and yes i am a hardcore depressed chic.
but no.im no bimbo cuz i apparently make use of my brain cells 3/4 of my waking hour.
dun mess with me.